I was really surprised by my reaction to going back into St. Luke's today. The outpatient clinic for the Texas Heart Institute is right inside the main lobby of the hospital. We were running close on time so David dropped me off and I zipped into the clinic without really pausing to look around. After we had been there a while a nurse came out and said the doctor was running late from surgery and that it would be at least 30 more minutes before he arrived. We got up, walked out into the hospital and headed down the hall to get something to drink. That's when the bad mojo hit! I felt like the walls were closing in on me, my heart started to race and I had this huge urge to burst into tears. It seems I have a little deep-seated anxiety left over from the Hearne Hawaiian Hideaway. I think a trip to the REAL Hawaiian Islands would exorcise those ghosts and, NO, Surfside beach cannot be used as a substitute!
In my continuing saga to become Techno Mom I bought an iPod Nano today. I think it will come in handy during chemo treatments and it's a really cool, Hawaiian ocean blue. (notice the theme?) Perhaps the success of blogging and programming my new phone has gone to my head, but I think I can master the iPod as well. If not, Katie will be home this weekend. :)
Continuing to need patience,
Rhonda
I always knew you were a techno-geek at heart. Glad things are going in the right direction for you although maybe not as quickly as you would like. Hang in there - we are trying to have patience with you.
ReplyDeleteLove and prayers, Anne
Enjoy the iPod. I got one at Christmas and I enjoyed it immensely when I was doing all the painting. It just made the task less monotonous. Of course I still have to get a lesson from Meredith from time to time.
ReplyDeleteI listen to my ipod when I'm on long flights. It sure helps to pass the time. I think you'll enjoy it. I also think you'd enjoy it on a long flight to HAWAII. Tell David our plan. :) Susan
ReplyDeleteI am sure you will like your iPod. I am very impressed with all your "techie" success! You may have a technology career in your future. hehe
ReplyDeletePraying for patience and pain to go AWAY!
Sharon :-)
Glad you got the staples out; may be tender for a few days so be kind to yourself. Glad you are learning so much technolog so I know who I can come to when I finally give up and get more toys! Hawaii sounds like a splendid idea!..Cathy
ReplyDeleteHey, I can book that trip to Hawaii for you. :) I'm laughing picturing you sitting outside reading with worms dropping out of the trees. Were they those "devil worms" AKA asps? I'm praying for you.
ReplyDeleteSallie